Here We Go Again...

I dont know what to do...
Im weak...
Its 1000000 against the world, STILL. I thought all this bullshit would be done with, but then it comes back outta hell. Im trying so hard to fight. Im doing all that i can. You have that one suggestion, but thats not me to talk to the source. I really dont know what to do... These past couple of days were good. Everything went back to normal....




This is hard... REALLY hard.

Im doing everything i can do. I just want you to believe me. Thats it. Forget what others say. THEY'RE ALL JEALOUS. A bunch of haters. Ok, yeah, people wouldnt go out their way to just tell you something like this. But then again, people have no lives. So yeah, people WOULD go out their way just to lie and ruin someone else's sunshine.




Look, im really doing my best. I stressed about this every damn day when it happened. Some of that stress is still in me and now most of the stress has came back. I dont wanna stress anymore, i dont want you to stress either. So just believe me. Forget what everyone says cause i would NEVER lie to you! I'd kill myself before i ever lied to you. Thats the straight up truth and thats from the bottom of my heart. Cause when i tell you i love you with all my heart, i mean it with all my heart. NO ONE, and i mean NO ONE, can EVER make me feel this way if they ever tried or wished upon a star or wished it from a genie or wished at 11:11. Thats 100000000000000000000000000000000% real. Your my first, my last, my EVERYTHING. Your everything i want and need.




Just... dont give up on us....





God, help me... help us...







Here We Go Again...




-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]