Excellence.

So lately, my life has made a big ass u-turn, and its amazing. Life couldnt get any better. Its like, the sun is brighter and the clouds are getting clearer. I do my best to stay as positive as i can and i HAVE been staying positive. Like, nothings been bringing me down at all. Im a better person. No room for negativity. "FUCK THE BULLSHIT!" Huh Rodney? Thats the shit. Like, all the nagativity is finally gone. Yes (=



NEXT!


Anyways, today was pretty chill. I liked today, for some odd reason. At lunch, in the 400's, i brought my ipod dock and speakers and the speakers fucking SLAP! Like, the vibe was hella better. No nagative energy was in the 400's and if there was any negative people there, then the music would flushed them out. Im an excellent music man. No doubt about it.

Hmmmm.... yeah, thats pretty much it.



My life=Excellence.


Btw, i post blogs like a crazy person (;


-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

"Just Live Your Life."

So i was walking to 3rd period today and i saw Austin. I said wassup and shit, and then Nick came. Austin left, then me and Nick just started chattin' it up. Shit was coo. We were supposed to go to 3rd period, but we were talking the whole time and we just skipped and talked instead. We hella opened up to each other and it fealt really good (no homo), but it was cool and hella chill. Now, me and Nick dont talk much, but when we do, we open up and we just start talking about everything. He's truly my nigga fa' life. I learned alot just from talking to him.

No matter what, just live your life and never be scared. Just have fun cause you only live once. I also learned that if your life is going downhill, think about whats making it go downhill and drop it. For example, me. I fealt that i had hella stress on me and i realized ONE PERSON was making me have this stress. So what did i do? I dropped that person. We aint friends no more and it feels sooooo good. I feel replenished, ya know?

Nick really opened up to me and it wasnt uncomfortable AT ALL. It was good. He dropped some knowledge on me for life. I really just realized how good life is and how good i have it. My life is amazing. I have my niggas. I have my Dumlao Fam. I have my Girlfriend. These people make my life shine and make me happy. They help me through everything. Im fuckin' blessed yo!

Now, one thing i mosdef wanna do is, confess. I wanna go to church and just confess and feel revived. I already feel good just opening up to my gf and all my niggas, but i wanna feel better by opening up to God and confessing my sins. I may not be baptised or anything, but i believe in Catholic beliefs.

So overall, life is simply amazing. I couldnt ask for a better life. Im sooooo blessed and its amazing. Im done with bullshit, stress, and drama. Just let me get school out the way. Haha.

Shoutouts to my nigga Nick (Nikko) Martinez. You opened up to me and i opened to you. You made me realize hella shit from what you were saying today and what you said through your blog. Your an amazing friend and my nigga. I got you back no matter what! Thanks bro!

Another shoutout to the YELLZO! Family. Rod, Josie, Alyssa. Sure we only have 4 people, but i'd rather have 4 of my closest friends in it than anyone else. Especially those fags. YZ! is going to the top and we finsta be living STOOPID LARGE!

Big shoutout to Dumlao's Martial Arts. You guys made me into the young man i am and the man i'll be in a couple of months. Without you guys, id really be dead... You guys are my family and no matter how much drama happens in the studio, your all still my family and i love you guys all.

The biggest shoutout of all to my ever so loving girlfriend, Nicole De La Rosa. She's been there for me ever since our first talk on the phone. You help me through all my troubles and comfort me when i need it. You helped me appreciate life. You opened my eyes to "Love". I love you so much and im sooo thankful to have you in my life. Your there for me and im ALWAYS gonna be there for you. Thank you, cupcake. I love you with all my heart.



"Just Live Your Life"
Huh, Nick?



-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

Jr. Prom

Crackin as fuck.

"Why were you fucking crying?"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Huh Rodney?
That shit was fucking HILARIOUS.



Other than the bullshit, prom night was smackin'.

Busted the hammock tho on my gf. She didnt know what the hell to do. HAHAHAHAHAHA.


*COUGH COUGH*
Some bitch is rude. HAHAHAHAHA! Its all good cause she dont matter to ANYONE.
Imma stick her one day tho.


Damn, lets replay prom night all over again.


Jr. Prom


-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

I Couldnt Continue...

Gruesome...
Horrible...


I Couldnt Continue...


So i killed myself...



Goodbye..





-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

The Third Layer...

Blood...
Fire...
Death...
Demons...
Hung Bodies...


I watched a demon devour a young child...


Gruesome...
Horrible...
Terrifying...


I believe its too disguisting to explain.



Anstache; City of Scabs
Horrible, horrible city...


I threw up blood.





Goodbye.





The Third Layer...


-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

Before We Move On...

Whats going on?

Why am i here?

What has dragged me to the blood-filled land of Hell?

I thought it was a dream, until i pinched myself. The smell, sound, vison, taste, touch is all real.
Blood is everywhere. I hear the screeching cries of humans being brought to this vile land.
Burning bodies running around. Demons eating off the flesh of live humans as if it was a all-you-can-eat dinner.
I fealt as if i was brought to this land for a reason...

...But what is that reason?


I hear a woman cry to me...
"The Lower Plains..." she says.


What does that mean?

Its a sign...

I must know why im here, Before We Move On...




-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

The Second Layer...

Thpassed the dark valley of dead bodies, burning villages, and puddles of blood.

Im walking towards the edge of a cliff and slip.

Im going down a rapid of blood.

I land.

I get up. I see a dark forest in front of me. I have no where else to go but inside the dark forest.
I walk through and hear noises. Noises of demonic-like creatures and their battlecries.

Horrific...

I find a dead body with a sword piercing through its chest. I take out the sword and keep it.
I still hear the noises. Sounds of ravage animals tearing bodies limb by limb.

I keep my sword on guard, ready to attack any demon coming at me.

I hear the demons coming...

I run...

SLAM! A dead body hanging from a tree. Blood dripping down.

I throw up...

Why am i here? What has caused me to come to this vile land?

God...

I hear a demon charging at me...
Im ready to attack.

It pounces, i slash.
Dead demon...

I turn around and start to run.

I hear more beats charging towards me.

Im running a 4.0 on the football field. The defender cant catch me. Im too fast...


TRIP! Something grabs my leg...

A demon. Grabs me with one of his tentacles and opens his mouth. Tons of teeth and a few skulls between his teeth.
Im about to die. This demon has scary black eyes. Blacker than that disguisting bitch from my school. It begins to drop me lower and lower to his mouth.



SWISH!

An arrow goes through its tentacle. Cuts it. I fall on the ground and im safe...


SLASH! SLASH! SLASH!

The monster is on the florr dripping with blood.
Its dead.

The black figure that saved me at the village.

I ask for help..

"RUN!" he says.

More demons are coming. He prepares to attack. I go by his side, ready to fight with him.

Here they come...


They pounce and charge and jump at us. We slash towards them and give them all the attacking power we have.
We're slicing, dicing, killing any demon in sight. He has his arrows and swords and i have my sword.


Theyre dead....
We're done...

I turn around..
Hes gone...

I head towards my regular direction. Hoping to get out this demon-infested forest.







Im walking. Feels like ive been walking for days, maybe even weeks.
I collapse...

I get up and see fresh water. I drink it. Its refreshing. I keep walking and see the end of the forest.

Finally...

I see a long bridge. I walk towards it.

A sign...

Anstache
The Third Layer
City of Scabs

What could that mean?




I begin my path towards Anstache, The Third Layer....







The Second Layer...


-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

The First Layer...

I wake up...


Im lost...


I get up, look around. Red skies. Skulls on the floor. Smells like a slaughter house. Dead fields.
Where am i? I walk through the valley and look over a hill. Nothing is to be found...
I walk and walk til i see 2 mountains. They create a thin narrow path in between them.
I hear noises... screams... cries for help.
I walked through the path and the noises get louder. I start to run and i think to myself; "i should help them..."
I come to the end of the path. Im on a cliff. I see a village burning. I hear the cries of women and children.
What am i to do?
I try to climb down the mountain when all of a sudden a creature digs its nails into my shoulders, picks me up, and drops me in the middle of the village.
Fire is EVERYWHERE. I look around and see red creatures. Creatures ive NEVER seen before in my life.
They had swords and spears. Killing any villager in sight, eating the women and children, slaughtering them...
One spots me. Charges towards me with his sword held up high.
Im scared...
BOOM!
I open my eyes and see an arrow piercing through the creatures head.
All the other creatures run.
I look behind me and a black figure disappears...
Who was it?

I look back at the dead creature. What is this?
Demon...


I thought about it.. Looked around again..
Red skies?
Smell of blood and dead bodies?
Demons?




Im in hell...



I look across an open valley...


The First Layer...




-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

The Inferno...

The madness thats been shadowing us all along has finally come to take over...
The Inferno...
Hell has been broken loose on this whole world and demons have been rising from the 9th layer to do what Satan has commanded them to do...

Its all a trip...


Anyways, wsup yo?!
Been some time since i been on this g-thang.
Life..
Life has been.... ok, i guess. Still going through family issues but doing my best to fight through and overcome what God throws at me. I do feel like im becoming a better person.

School..
School is a zoo. Its hectic with all the fighting and shit we been going through. THE SHIT TALKERS! Thats who its about. Theyre Satans personal gaurds coming to destroy us all. Oh well, i can care less about any of them. Grades are... ehh... getting there. Im doing my best, you can say.

Friends..
Friends are always amazing. Support, Love, Shit. Yeah, they be coo' sometimes, most of the time. Hahaha. I drop friends, get better ones. Thats the whole friend process, right? Im pretty much done with ex-friends and theyre shenanigans. Life is better without you guys anyways.

Girlfriend..
Simply, the best. I love you.




Madness Madness Madness... The Inferno is consuming our body, letting us be those who we arent and should never be. The way the demons react are in ways we should never react. Reacting in ridiculous ways known to man as the Devil. You are the devil, yes you are. You hate God with your heart. The Inferno has taken over you, its been taken over you for sometime. Now, go away somewhere far, again, to where no one will miss you, cause no one ever has. Just burn your negative Devil self and dont ever return. No one will care for you. Youve been consumed by The Inferno, and now, you must die...


-Shingo Anaya[YZ!]