I really dont know what it is... but ive been feeling really impatient lately. I can agree with my girlfriend and say that im one of the most patient people in this whole world. But when i start losing my patience, then its ALL bad. WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!
Certain people just irritate me soooooo much.
For example:
I had this really close friend. She always needed help and i was ALWAYS there for her. I would move all my problems out the way just to help her out. And when i need her help the most, shes NO WHERE to be found. WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?! I asked for help a couple of times, and no response. I'd ask to talk to her at lunch, she didnt show up. Are you fucking serious? You were one of my best friends. Someone i can tell everything and anything to. I helped you out with every problem, and now i dont get anything in return? I just ask for you to be there when i need it. Ok, cool, live your own life, THATS FINE. But when it comes to being a friend and being there for that one dude whos helped you out with hella problems in your life and helped you overcome many obstacles, your no where to be found. I really thought this was a great friendship and i really thought you would be there for me whenever i needed help. I dont even know if i can trust you now. You just seeked my help and left without helping me out. I really moved all my problems out the way just to help you out...
That shit just really makes me impatient and irritated. Even think about it makes me impatient and irritated.
What the fuck is really going on in my life? I just wanna move somewhere far away and get away, no lie.Or maybe just move to the city and stay there. This is so annoying and life is at its worse at the moment. You dont even know. I put a fake smile on everyday just so i wont have to pass any negative energy.
Irritation And Impatience...
...tired of it.
-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]
Sunday, March 1, 2009
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