Friday, May 22, 2009

...Changed...

The past couple of days have been hectic for us. We've been stressing over things. For a day, i didnt eat, sleep, drink, talk. All that was running through my mind was "FML! FML! FML!"
This shit sucked. I couldnt stand it. But i didnt wanna give up on us. I cant give up on us. I dont ever wanna give up on something too precious and a love too beautiful. Giving up was the last thing in my mind, and it was getting closer and closer to it. It was me against the lying world. I tried so hard to keep you. Im still trying my hardest. Im scared, literally. I wouldnt want you to leave over someones lies. Ive been stressing about this since the day it first came up. Im starting to stress again.


The thing im scared of the most is our relationship changing...
It already seems like it. We're barely talking about anything besides this subject. Our talks arent the same. You dont respond to me like you did. Everything is topsy-turvey and it sucks...










I dont know what to do...
Im hurting...
Im stressing...
Im scared...


I love you with all my heart. I'll keep you safe til forever. I dont EVER wanna hurt you. You CAN trust me.





I dont know why people lie. I dont know you people, but you have NO lives. Thanks.








This relationship is soon to be...



...Changed...


-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

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