Still....

Im still hurt... I cant get over it. I wanna trust you again, but its hard...


Why'd you have to do it? Why? You lied to me about alot of things....

But...

...i love you

-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

FUCK MY TRUST.

Never in my life have i EVER been this mad at you. You frustrate me so much. I just wanted to punch a fucking wall and just scream to the whole world. Why the hell would you do such a thing? FUCK WHAT THE OTHERS SAY. You shoulda told me AT THAT VERY MOMENT. Honestly, you just made it worse by keeping it from me for hella long and not telling me right away. Things wouldve been a lil bit better if you woulda just told me right then and there. Maaaaaaaaaan, you pissed me off to a new level of pisstivity and it feels so horrible. Ive honestly NEVER been this mad before. Ive never been mad at you for anything. And now... you fuck up. You wanna keep doing those things huh? Cause it seems to me that you didnt learn from last year.



Fuck.....

I couldnt sleep last night. I couldnt eat today. I couldnt think. I couldnt speak. I couldnt do anything.
Its like my trust doesnt mean ANYTHING to you. THANKS ALOT!





But, behind all this anger, all this frustration, all this madness....

... i love you

-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

I Just Have A 'Lil Something To Tell You....

Hey there. Yes, this is for YOU.


I just wanna say, i miss you too much. I feel so far away from you. I dont know what you've been doing or anything. I just miss you, alot. Im not mad cause you have your reasons. Its ok.


Bye.



-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

School.

So its been awhile since i last blogged.
Hello World.


UPDATE TIME!

So i started at a new school this year, and it sucks. (=
I hate every single day of that horrible place. I told all the teachers that im a mute....
Well, i didnt really TELL them, but i wrote it down on a piece of paper and showed it to them. Atleast i aint gots to read or present! I seriously have NO friends there. Well... i have some... but only cause of the security gaurd a.k.a. DAD.
-___-



Anyways. Im gonna try and visit pinole on fridays. Go to football games and kickit with the homies.


Back to school... My teachers are stupid. We foreal havent done ANY WORK. All they do is talk talk talk talk. SHUT THE HELL UP ALREADY AND TEACH! I swear i think im the smartest kid at that school. -____-
How pathetic is that? Me? Smartest? Chyeah... Right! Whateva.

Those who know about my head condition: I think its getting worse. (=


My head stays in pain. Thanks Supergrands.


Umm... hmm... NEXT WEDNESDAY IS MY 1 YEAR WITH MY BABY! (= (= (= (=

Im hella juiced! We're going on a date on Sept. 12th since we cant see each other on the 9th.
Damn... 1 year tho! Went by like THAT! My longest damn relationship and its been too damn amazing. I love you.



SHOUTOUTS!

God- You my homie.

Family- I love you.

GF- You the fuckin' best.

Niggas- I miss you.

Sheryl- Update me. I have a feeling you be hiding shit from me. Dont be stupid.


WORD.




-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]