Confused.

Im 18. Im a man now. But, how should i be acting? I dont know how a grown man is supposed to act.
When i think about growing up, i think about ALWAYS being serious and not having fun. Thats one reason why i dont wanna grow up. But im supposed to. I wanna change my mind set and my attitude to become a better person and become a man. But then again, i just wanna have all the childish fun thats irreplacable. Idk? Its confusing for me. What am i supposed to do and how am i supposed to act?



"...with all my heart."
Im not gonna lie, it still hurts. Sure, our conversations went back to normal, but what about YOUR feelings? I mean, i understand we were going through ALOT the past couple of weeks. But... idk? Its really hard to explain.
"Do you love me?"
"I love you like you love me."
Really? Do you? With all your heart? Idk...



I love you. You are my everything. Thats from the deep deep bottom of my heart. Thats the truth. Your the best.





-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]