Monday, April 27, 2009

"Just Live Your Life."

So i was walking to 3rd period today and i saw Austin. I said wassup and shit, and then Nick came. Austin left, then me and Nick just started chattin' it up. Shit was coo. We were supposed to go to 3rd period, but we were talking the whole time and we just skipped and talked instead. We hella opened up to each other and it fealt really good (no homo), but it was cool and hella chill. Now, me and Nick dont talk much, but when we do, we open up and we just start talking about everything. He's truly my nigga fa' life. I learned alot just from talking to him.

No matter what, just live your life and never be scared. Just have fun cause you only live once. I also learned that if your life is going downhill, think about whats making it go downhill and drop it. For example, me. I fealt that i had hella stress on me and i realized ONE PERSON was making me have this stress. So what did i do? I dropped that person. We aint friends no more and it feels sooooo good. I feel replenished, ya know?

Nick really opened up to me and it wasnt uncomfortable AT ALL. It was good. He dropped some knowledge on me for life. I really just realized how good life is and how good i have it. My life is amazing. I have my niggas. I have my Dumlao Fam. I have my Girlfriend. These people make my life shine and make me happy. They help me through everything. Im fuckin' blessed yo!

Now, one thing i mosdef wanna do is, confess. I wanna go to church and just confess and feel revived. I already feel good just opening up to my gf and all my niggas, but i wanna feel better by opening up to God and confessing my sins. I may not be baptised or anything, but i believe in Catholic beliefs.

So overall, life is simply amazing. I couldnt ask for a better life. Im sooooo blessed and its amazing. Im done with bullshit, stress, and drama. Just let me get school out the way. Haha.

Shoutouts to my nigga Nick (Nikko) Martinez. You opened up to me and i opened to you. You made me realize hella shit from what you were saying today and what you said through your blog. Your an amazing friend and my nigga. I got you back no matter what! Thanks bro!

Another shoutout to the YELLZO! Family. Rod, Josie, Alyssa. Sure we only have 4 people, but i'd rather have 4 of my closest friends in it than anyone else. Especially those fags. YZ! is going to the top and we finsta be living STOOPID LARGE!

Big shoutout to Dumlao's Martial Arts. You guys made me into the young man i am and the man i'll be in a couple of months. Without you guys, id really be dead... You guys are my family and no matter how much drama happens in the studio, your all still my family and i love you guys all.

The biggest shoutout of all to my ever so loving girlfriend, Nicole De La Rosa. She's been there for me ever since our first talk on the phone. You help me through all my troubles and comfort me when i need it. You helped me appreciate life. You opened my eyes to "Love". I love you so much and im sooo thankful to have you in my life. Your there for me and im ALWAYS gonna be there for you. Thank you, cupcake. I love you with all my heart.



"Just Live Your Life"
Huh, Nick?



-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]

1 comment:

Nicholas Martinez said...

damn brehh, made me wanna cry.
yous my real nigga no matter what.
SEAVIEW DAYS. I've known you like that.
even though back then at Seaview we didn't talk as much, well i should say at all but i knew your sister. because she used to watch the classes on rainy days and she was in my class most of the time.
like bro, you jus like Joyce. Fam.

i'm copy this to your myspace lol.