And All I Can Really Say Is... Sorry...

Im sorry...
That really is ALL i can say to you. We've kinda been through alot ever since we became friends. People talked about both of us but we stuck with each other. Somethings changed but after, we kinda managed to get back on our track. People hated, but oh well. We did what we did and we kept doing what we WANTED to do. We were happy, REALLY happy. We became friends at the begginning of 2008 and then things changed and we became more than friends. That time was good. Everytime we talked, i swear it fealt like we've known each other for soooo long. You knew EVERYTHING about me. You trusted me with a high amount of trust. I knew you inside and out and i trusted you ALOT as well. After YOUR feelings were gone, i was sad.. no lie. But the only thing that really did matter was that we were STILL close friends like before. Thats all that mattered and nothing else. Summer came, things happened in the start, tragic things. But after, we were still close friends. When i would talk to you, you made me happy and you would always comfort me in my time of need. I was thankful to have you as my friend. We used our initials as nicknames. We talked everynight and fell asleep on the phone whenever we couldnt sleep. You thought i was weird cause of some of the things i like and do. But i think YOUR the weird one. You TRIED helping me with my OCD problems. Some of it worked but i got back to it. We didnt see each other during the summer. Only like... 2 times. One time we hung out and that was great. Another time i just saw you and we said hi to each other and i gave you a big hug. School began and we barely saw each other on the first week. But i would say hi to you when i did see you. We moved on from each other and feelings were gone. We're not talking anymore cause of somethings. I just wanna let you know that, as a friend, i miss you. I miss our talks and everything. You made me happy, as a friend. I am happy right now, but i just want our friendship back. Its all my fault. Im sorry if i dont say hi to you at school. I never saw you at that time. Now i do see you, alot. But it'll just be akward now talking to you. Things wont be the same. To me, your forever gonna have a place in my heart as a GREAT friend. I miss you and all i can really say is... sorry...
-Shingo Anaya [YZ!]